Conversation in Heaven

[Durl]

My Lord said to me. He said Dreamer there are still some things I'd like

to see take place in you. I said OK Lord...what are they? He said it

wouldn't be fair to you if I told you. Because if I told you. You would

concentrate all your energies on those things. And those things that are

good in your would be neglected. I said OK..what do you want me to do

so those things your are looking for in me will come to light? He said

I want you to go back to earth for yet another lifetime. Once there I will

bring people into your life. People who like you need certain things

brought out in them. These people will be your teachers....just as you

will be teaching them. Some will bring bad things out of you and some

will bring good. The good things were always in you. You just didn't

know it till they shined their light in you and you began to see yourself as

they do. The bad things that will come to light will teach you of self

love, forgiveness, and tolerance. These things can't be taught except

you experience them for yourself.

Then I started thinking about other lifetimes I had spent on earth. How

that in each lifetime there was always something there for me to learn.

I remember how those things felt when they hit deep in my heart.

Yes..they did hurt..but I did learn from them.

Then the Lord said don't worry...I won't send you alone. I will give

you spirit guides to help show you the way you need to go. I said

but how will I know it's them talking to me? He said..just listen to

your heart. So I said ok Lord...I'll go.

Now upon reflecting back to that conversation in heaven. I can

see clearly what the Lord was talking about. All these people God

brought into my life. Each one of them has had some effect on who

I am today. If I have learned anything in this life it is this: I have

learned to forgive myself as well as others who have tried to harm

me. To me..that's growth.

You may ask how I can remember so much about that conversation?

Well..because I was there.
Princeofdreams ©

[mermaid sutra]

thank you for sharing the deepest place within you ...

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[Claudia]

I am glad you were there ;-) Thank you for sharing, Dreamer!